Yawns again

Hmm. Nothing much going on today. Besides that I'm lag behind in my studies. Haha. Work harder, work harder.

Damn. It's difficult to proceed with plans when I'm uncertain of my next move. Make a wrong move, and you fall straight to hell.

What's the point of meeting again? Nah, it's pointless. It has always been pointless I guess. It's just for the sake of convenience! A friend is better than an enemy. That's the only thing I can see.

Everyone is so unapproachable nowadays. Even the people around me, i can no longer read them. Not exactly mind reading, but at least get to know them better? Nope, everyone is putting on a mask. So should I! Haha. Po-po-poker face!

War on!

Settled

Alright. Both dilemmas settled.

Hmm. I did what I could.

Haha. Yawns.

Highlight of the day!

Some random dude we met at Broga whatsapp and I am known as SOONG WAI.

It's time to fake my identity.

Stories telling time! Woo.

Yes I am that lifeless. LOL.

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Shouldn't have said anything!
Guilty as charged.

Now, I owe you an apology.

Dilemma

There are two situations in my head now.

Both are somewhat similar.

It's all about taking the initiative or not.

It's worth it?

Yawns.
If only I can rely on a coin to get my answers.

But no! I have to learn to make up my mind and decide what's best for all!

Grow up!

The point of no return

Damn sien of everyone backing out last minute. Hence, I will make sure that this will kinda be my last time doing it. Let's drop it and move on. It's pointless getting frustrated over matters like this when everyone else doesn't give a shit.

The point of no return.
I am not walking back anymore.
It's you or never.
Be it you, so be it.
Be it never, let it be.
It will be never.
You have your arrogance, so do I have my pride.
I repeat, the point of no return.

All those efforts down the drain,
All those sweats drop for nothing,
All those pain inflicted for nuts.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Nope. In fact, today will be a better day!
Don't expect, and you will not be surprised.

Fact

People come, people go.

Once taken, in the process of taken,

People leave.

Priorities changed, perception changed.

I guess 'it' is really blind.

On a brighter note,

flowers bloom, flowers wither.

It's funny and entertaining to witness flowers bloom.

Is it spring already?

HAHA!

One down, two down, three down.

It's entertaining,

it's cruel.

Let's us all witness the growth of these flowers!

O mama. I can't bear looking at those notes anymore.
Not that I read it for 999 times, it's just too much to remember.
Yawn
Haha. Instead of complaining, I ought to drown myself in that pile of notes eh?

Time

Once again, a race with time.

The race starts whenever exam is around the corner.

The winner?

Do I really have to answer that? Haha.

Time.

Time being the key factor to success.

You manipulate time, you're clearly the winner.

Yawns.

STUDY! -.-

Words

Words.
It's not easy to really mean what you say.
So why say them when you don't mean them?

Again, human make mistakes.
"I promise you", "I will do it", etc.
Those are just mere words.
Do not trust, do not believe them.
Then you won't be surprised!

Haha.
I now seek the power of realistic thinking.
Not affected by words, not affected by anything else.
It has always been easier said than done.
But never try, never know.
Way to go!

The past is the past.
Whatever done, is done.
And now it's time to go.
Leave nothing behind, but sorrow and fear.
Tomorrow will be a better day.