Someone like you

Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.

You're tough,

You're stubborn.

Yes, it's you.

EOS 3. LOL!

I need to pass this exam.

I am lost.

Will I make it through?

Crap

Recently, I ran out of stuffs to crap! Hence, that explains the lack of updates.

Updates that only I read. Heh!

Realization!

I have come to realize that I will not be given a second chance if I fail.

SO, I can't afford to fail! Woo!

And you!

I do not know what to do about you!

Actually I know what I wanna do about this, but I can't risk it all.

Undeniable, if this starts, it will be a distraction!

Yawns. Why can't I control time?

Time. Being the crucial factor.

Haha.

Done crapping. :)

Some pics from IMU Cup closing ceremony(in random orders, lazy to arrange them):

Retards.

Lijin. :)

This is a good pic!

Light will guide you home, Jie Cong.

The cheerleaders of the night! Plus random Jane.

;)

The reunion of the Bu4-ians in IMU!

We started off with this!

The shorties!

Captain Huei-Wen!

Naked Jane! LOL! Haha!

Lousy dude trying to act sexy.

I wonder who is he trying to seduce. ;)

Study

Can I study like there's no tomorrow?
The answer is clearly a NO.
Damn it.
At this rate, I'm gonna fail in no time.
AND NO. I can't afford to fail.
So shut the hell up and start doing something about it already!
Stop complaining.

Random note. LOL.

Masked?

So much of not being from the same group.
But laughter all over with the rest.
I wonder which is the 'real' you? I meant WE wonder who are you?
Unmask yourself, be yourself.
One day people will stop trying.
Me?
I stopped trying. Or rather partially stopped. Hahaa.

But the underlying reasons are the one that attract me the most for now.
And once those reasons are gone, this will be gone in the wind!
WOOO!

RANDOM! :)

Betrayal

I rather you betray this whole thing once and for all than to keep things in suspense. Make a stand already!

Then things will be easier for everyone as life goes on. Haha.

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Can't wait to see the end products!

A nuisance

Slowly and unknowingly, one became a nuisance to another.

But as one said, can't cut it so keep it.

In fact, one is at his/her limit.

It just can't be helped!

It turns out to be a push-push situation.

NOT giving up.

Yawns. My studies is going downhill. Help!

Never easy

It's never easy to hang on to something for a long time. Especially when the situation is not in your favor. Or rather the situation was NEVER in your favor. So are you gonna give up? Or hang in there, hoping that miracle will happen?

I, for one, do not have a definite answer. I'm still searching for one though. But for now, I guess I am still in it. Perseverance. Does it pay off? Will if pay off in the end? Who knows? There's a 50:50 chance. It's either a desirable outcome or a non-desirable outcome.

Before the answer is found, hang on in there yo! :).
Be it anyone, be it anybody.
I am not giving up...yet? Heh!!

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I GOTTA STOP SLACKING AND START STUDYING! -.-

Need to start the library sessions and isolation plan. -.-

Yawns again

Hmm. Nothing much going on today. Besides that I'm lag behind in my studies. Haha. Work harder, work harder.

Damn. It's difficult to proceed with plans when I'm uncertain of my next move. Make a wrong move, and you fall straight to hell.

What's the point of meeting again? Nah, it's pointless. It has always been pointless I guess. It's just for the sake of convenience! A friend is better than an enemy. That's the only thing I can see.

Everyone is so unapproachable nowadays. Even the people around me, i can no longer read them. Not exactly mind reading, but at least get to know them better? Nope, everyone is putting on a mask. So should I! Haha. Po-po-poker face!

War on!

Settled

Alright. Both dilemmas settled.

Hmm. I did what I could.

Haha. Yawns.

Highlight of the day!

Some random dude we met at Broga whatsapp and I am known as SOONG WAI.

It's time to fake my identity.

Stories telling time! Woo.

Yes I am that lifeless. LOL.

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Shouldn't have said anything!
Guilty as charged.

Now, I owe you an apology.

Dilemma

There are two situations in my head now.

Both are somewhat similar.

It's all about taking the initiative or not.

It's worth it?

Yawns.
If only I can rely on a coin to get my answers.

But no! I have to learn to make up my mind and decide what's best for all!

Grow up!

The point of no return

Damn sien of everyone backing out last minute. Hence, I will make sure that this will kinda be my last time doing it. Let's drop it and move on. It's pointless getting frustrated over matters like this when everyone else doesn't give a shit.

The point of no return.
I am not walking back anymore.
It's you or never.
Be it you, so be it.
Be it never, let it be.
It will be never.
You have your arrogance, so do I have my pride.
I repeat, the point of no return.

All those efforts down the drain,
All those sweats drop for nothing,
All those pain inflicted for nuts.

Tomorrow will be a better day. Nope. In fact, today will be a better day!
Don't expect, and you will not be surprised.

Fact

People come, people go.

Once taken, in the process of taken,

People leave.

Priorities changed, perception changed.

I guess 'it' is really blind.

On a brighter note,

flowers bloom, flowers wither.

It's funny and entertaining to witness flowers bloom.

Is it spring already?

HAHA!

One down, two down, three down.

It's entertaining,

it's cruel.

Let's us all witness the growth of these flowers!

O mama. I can't bear looking at those notes anymore.
Not that I read it for 999 times, it's just too much to remember.
Yawn
Haha. Instead of complaining, I ought to drown myself in that pile of notes eh?

Time

Once again, a race with time.

The race starts whenever exam is around the corner.

The winner?

Do I really have to answer that? Haha.

Time.

Time being the key factor to success.

You manipulate time, you're clearly the winner.

Yawns.

STUDY! -.-

Words

Words.
It's not easy to really mean what you say.
So why say them when you don't mean them?

Again, human make mistakes.
"I promise you", "I will do it", etc.
Those are just mere words.
Do not trust, do not believe them.
Then you won't be surprised!

Haha.
I now seek the power of realistic thinking.
Not affected by words, not affected by anything else.
It has always been easier said than done.
But never try, never know.
Way to go!

The past is the past.
Whatever done, is done.
And now it's time to go.
Leave nothing behind, but sorrow and fear.
Tomorrow will be a better day.

Sometimes

Sometimes you wonder what will happen if you are not who you are right now.

Sometimes you ponder what will happen if you did or didn't do something.

Sometimes.....

And the list goes on and on.

What happens, happened.

Every time when I look back, the path is filled with regrets.

But then again, since when life was ever easy?

And again, who grew up without any regrets?

Now, life goes on.

No point dwelling on the past.

Let's move on, march on!

Yawns. STUDYY! Heh.

Helpless

As promised, I will write a post for someone.

I have an insecure friend who is constantly feeling INSECURE.

She thinks that she will never get marry, she thinks that she will be forever alone.

She thinks lowly of herself when it comes to this.

Darn it! She needs help!

I think she really do.

Unfortunately, she just refused to listen to my words.

She needs help.

Any kind soul out there to help this lost sheep?

:)

Untitled

It's just 9:25pm and I feel like sleeping already. -_-. All I did was one lecture today! Crap!
Please turn on the exam-nerding-mode! YAWNS!

What goes around, comes around.
Everything happens for a reason.
And sometimes I wonder and ponder about the outcomes of an event.

Regardless, life goes on.
A rock hard fact, reality!
Haha. YAWNS! I NEED TO STOP CRAPPING AND START STUDYING! LOL!

ME211

ME211 orientation started on Monday. Well, orientation has always been the most lively and fun period in IMU. Unfortunately, we just have to have exam during orientation. Yawns. And that limits all sem 3 participation.

Hmm. Officially join group 2. As expected, couldn't really blend in. Well, why should I be surprised? I wasn't from that group after all. Haha. What done is done, no point dwelling in all these shits.

Ice-breakers went well although there was a little delay in timing. Indoor treasure hunt was great too! Kudos to all man. And ah, I don't have any pictures for orientation! Yawns.

A short meet up with a dear friend. Although short, it was great. And I finally gave away what was supposed to be delivered 3 weeks ago. Hopefully one appreciates it. Things are getting better. Regardless, I am proud to be in this.

A simple hug beats a thousand words.

There goes another friend who flew faraway to pursue her studies. Dear O'Xian Hui is currently PARTYING IN THE USA! I hereby wish you all the best and please keep in touch!

No progressions. I ran out of topics!

Tides

The world is changing. So as the people.
And I wonder what has happened?
Everyone is starting to act weird.
Weird in the sense that people are getting extreme in words and actions.
In fact, the people are getting bitter and sour. Or maybe even sad, emo.
And I wonder....

The tides have changed.
The wheel weaves as it wills.
It's no longer the same, I will not fall backwards.
I will never slide back. At the same time, I guess I shall not give up as well?
That's a promise of lifetime!

Easy come, easy go.
People come, people go.
Accept that and move on.
Now, that's life!

I am a better man now.
Beat that. Woo!
:)

Yawns.

Alright. Yesterday's plans were screwed up.
Oh well, anger consumed me.
But I don't and I won't regret what I did - canceling the dinner.

Time.
Waited for 1/2 hour or so.
If one couldn't make it back in time, one should have just inform earlier.
And the fact that one was out there doing some shits and delay dinner proves as much isn't it?

It's just the matter of principles.
Oh well, I am done being angry.
Time to move on! I have better things to focus on! :)

Of confusion.

Confusions; confused
What should the next step be? However, playing safe and proceeding with caution. Ruling out the possibilities of unwanted events.
That's the way man! Way to go!

Victory is mine!
Haha!

Life

Life is short. Life is definitely short!
My deepest condolences to you and your family.
I won't and I can't say that I completely understand what you are going through right now.
But, I know it ain't easy to deal with death.

We will never learn how to treasure people or things around us, not until we lose them.
As I always say, life lessons are learned in pain.

Regardless, I have a whole new view on life.
You taught me a great lesson in life.
And hence, I decided to quit emo-ing. A smart and right choice eh?
I am glad. I no longer feel pain.

It's definitely a right choice!
I am a better person now!
Way to go!

Speaking of puppy, I will not pour any hopes!
Even when all the dogs and cats around me are barking and meowing, I will not be deceived.
I shall view things with my own eyes and heart.
Again, I will not be deceived! I will not

A whole new beginning!

I doubt anyone will bother reading this anymore ever since I closed this blog down due to privacy reason! Haha. But fear not, I have nothing to be afraid of anymore! So yes, if my bro or parents wanna read this blog again, you are all more than welcome! Woo!

Haha! Nah tw, I reopen my blog. Read all you want. :P

That's it for now!